Tonight.

Just saw the movie "Taken," on DVD, tonight. I always think to myself and wonder, "what kind of father will I be some day?" All I know, is after watching THAT movie, I am driven to be protective, sharp, and an awesome "kick-bottom" dad, like Liam Neeson. BIFF! POW! Seriously, that guy is the man. Dang. No one's gonna mess with my daughter. Huh-huh. Or I'll hunt 'em down. BLAM!!!

Why do action flicks want to make guys hit something?

(*punches pillow across room* HAHAA - take that!!!!)

Anyway. The end of a week has landed, once again! A good week, I might add. Of course, school is a continual spiral of concern... and work drains all my energy (from taking care of the most awesome kids ever)... but I sincerely enjoy my life. It's rewarding, though never easy.

By the way, I am seriously craving some "chile verde con huevos" at this time of night. Mmmm. Tengo hambre.

My thoughts tonight:
- Will I find the right job for me? Will that job be able to carry me into a full-time career? What AM I to do?? Will I be able to balance the needed things in life with a good hand? Can I make proud those who care?

- Why do worries always eat me away? Like a worm in an apple... or a termite in a garage.

- Why must my heart feel such a sudden drop over things that don't always deserve such sadness? Something is not right in me. I can be better. I will keep on trying.